Hi Reader!

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This week on social media, someone questioned my relationship with God this week because they didn’t "approve" of the way I express myself. They were reacting to the fact that I dance, that I move freely, that I speak honestly, that a curse word slips out sometimes, and that I have a Buddha pictures and statues around my home.

What struck me wasn’t the comments themselves, but the familiar judgmental and condescending energy behind it. I’ve had to untangle that same conditioning in my own life. When you grow up in systems that train you to monitor your behavior more than your heart, you start confusing expression with worthiness, and once you finally see that pattern in yourself, you can recognize it instantly when it shows up in someone else.

So many of us were shaped by environments that rewarded obedience and punished authenticity long before we understood who we were. School trained us to believe our value could be measured and ranked, religion added guilt that made people afraid to be fully human in front of God, and corporate culture reinforced the idea that our personality needed to be managed in order to be taken seriously. These structures shaped us to chase acceptance instead of inhabiting identity.

Honestly, we see this same conditioning playing out in relationships everywhere. So many women are finally saying out loud that they tried to be the perfect wife, the perfect partner, the version of themselves they were told would guarantee safety and stability, and it still wasn’t enough, and that realization is exposing how deep this programming runs.

Patriarchy was never created to support love or unity, it was designed to control identity and it ends up crushing everyone inside the structure. Women have been largely conditioned to overextend themselves to prove they are worthy, while men are conditioned to perform a version of strength that disconnects them from their own emotional truth, and nobody can live up to these roles without losing pieces of themselves. The whole dynamic eventually collapses because the expectations were never rooted in God to begin with, they were rooted in systems that taught people to perform for acceptance instead of building partnership from honesty and wholeness.

When I go back to Scripture, I don’t see a God who responds to image. I see a God who responds to belief, intention, and conviction.
“According to your faith be it unto you” (Matthew 9:29).
“As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he” (Proverbs 23:7).
“Death and life are in the power of the tongue” (Proverbs 18:21).
“Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe you have received it, and it will be yours” (Mark 11:24).

God isn’t asking us to earn what is already ours.

This is why my prayers sound the way they do. I’m not asking for permission to speak to a God who already lives within me. The more I examined my own patterns, the louder it became that so much of what people call “holiness” is really just patriarchy wrapped in spiritual language.

Since these prayers and rampages continue to go viral, I’ve received so many messages from people asking me to transcribe them, to put them somewhere they can play on repeat, and to create spaces where the words can live in their body the same way they lived in mine when I spoke them.

I’ve started making them available on all streaming platforms under The Yes God Cast. Here is the Spotify link to the Yes God Cast
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I’m also including a video titled “I became a millionaire when I prayed about my trauma like this” since its been such a hit on TikTok and Instagram.

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After seeing hudreds of messages, comments, questions, and the even confessions from people who are trying to make sense of their own conditioning, it became obvious that we need a space to actually unpack this. A space where people can tell the truth about what shaped them without feeling judged or dismissed. A space where the nervous system can settle after years of being trained to perform, and where identity can finally be rebuilt from something deeper than fear or hierarchy.

The Yes God Body Skool Community will open on my birthday, 11/23, and I’m preparing it with the kind of care and intention that makes sure it supports you on every level.

Inside this community we’ll rebuild identity from a grounded place, we’ll regulate the nervous system so the body can hold peace instead of survival mode, and we’ll walk through belief reconstruction in a way that feels honest, freeing, and spiritually anchored.

If this message is speaking to you, stay close, because we’re about to step into a completely different kind of freedom together.

Yes God!

Love,

Meg

​ALL THINGS YES GOD WELLNESS​

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